Here is a web/flash version of the card I made for you this year.
I can't begin to comprehend - 4 years. 4 years ago from today feels like it was all just a dream. It could have been 20 years ago. The memory of that day is fading so fast.
It certainly was good enough to have been a dream. The one moment, I'll never forget, was when you were delevered onto my tummy, and you were so slippery, so I held onto you for my very life - because I had to protect you. Your chord wasn't cut yet, you were breathing your first gasp of air, and I held onto you, worried you might slip from my hands. I didn't yet know your gender, and I certainly had no idea what the path ahead for me/us was going to be. All I knew was you were mine, and God gave you to me, and I was complete.
I so wish I could imagine you now, a 4 year old. But I just can't. I have no idea what you'd look like now. But the shape of you is imprinted on my heart, forever. And it never fades, as the memories do. Never.
I still love you more every day. You're a part of everything I do. Always.
